Hello guys :) I’ve written another one shot in school,this time it’s a Ziam one :D :D :D it’s not my best work yet but I hope you still like it . (the idea foor that pic came spontaniously :) don’t judge my ugly hand writing ;) )
It was a usual Friday evening,my best friends Niall and Louis convinced me to go to the house party of Lou’s friend Harry. I’m not a big partier normally but that evening I really wanted to let go off every.
My girlfriend,well ex girlfriend Danielle has just broken up with me and I’m a fresh single after 2 years I’ve spent with her.It felt good to forget her and the pain for a few simple minutes.
“Liam,you already know my friend Harry.”Lou said while Harry was standing close next to him. He was really tall,the brown curls suited his face perfectly,a wide grin on his face just showed his dimples and the green eyes looked stunning. Next to him was a tall good looking man,he had black her,that were pulled up in a quiff, big brown eyes and a breath taking smile .He looked beautiful,if that was right to say about a boy. He could definitely be a male model or something like that. There was something about him that made me curious,I wanted to get to know him and reveal all this mysterious secrets I could see in his eyes.
“That’s one of my best friends Zayn.” I heard Harry say but I was caught up in Zayn,I was probably staring awkwardly at him.
“Hey” he said,his voice calm with a small smile on his face.
What was happening to me?Why did I have these thoughts about a boy?I felt somehow attracted to him,but we had the same gender and I definitely wasn’t gay. I had many girlfriends before and I loved them,I loved Danielle .This couldn’t be love,maybe I just fancied him.
He started a conversation with me and I actually thought he was really really nice. We talked about the most random things,I had the feeling that I could tell him everything and he wouldn’t tell anybody else. He gave me a safe feeling just by having a simple chat with him.
“Are you a model?” I asked curiously while I slightly felt my cheeks blushing.
“No” he chuckled “I’m a teacher. Why would you think that?”
“W-Well because you are really good looking.” I stuttered while I blushed even more. hoZayn just grinned happily .
“I would have no chance if you’d be a model” he said cheekily.
“Erm t-thanks” I stumbled and tried to calm myself,it was just a simple compliment…nothing more.
When I decided to leave that evening I gave all my friends a quick hug,including Zayn. I have definitely enjoyed that evening,it was nice and I had a good company all night.
The hug I shared with Zayn lasted a bit longer than the other ones I had and I felt his hand patting my waist before he let go.
Back in my flat I was looking for my mobile phone and after quite a while of searching I’ve found it I my blazer bad,together with a folded piece of paper. I unfolded it just to see black letters and numbers written on the paper.
I smiled as I read through it.
I feel asleep,still grinning like a fool.
Fin
Harry and Louis were not together,but many people thought they were. They were close,that was true but after all they were not a couple. They lived together , were best friends and even shared a bed. Harry was closer to Lou than to any of his other band mates,they just felt similar. Living in the same flat with Lou was a funny thing,they knew each other way to good .They had a good time.
The day it happened all five boys were in Sydney .They were down under to see all their Aussie fans,give a few gigs,for TV appearances and at last to chill a bit in the Australian sun.
Harry and Louis shared a hotel room ,like they always did. Harry and Zayn went clubbing the night before ,Louis knew that he got really drunk so his best friend had a hangover and was really moody.
They didn’t had any schedules planned that day so Harry stayed at the hotel and offered Lou Teasdale,their stylist,to babysit her little daughter. Lux adored Harry and Harry adored her,it was so much fun for him and he enjoyed spending time with the little girl.
When Harry came back to his and Louis hotel room,he saw the elder lad sitting on one of the two beds in front of his laptop,it looked like he talked to himself but Harry knew he was speaking with his girlfriend or family.
Louis quickly looked to Harry and Lux and started smiling widely “El,I’m going to call you soon again,okay?”
“Yeah” I herd his girlfriends voice”say hello to Harry from me.”
“How do you know he just came in?” Louis asked confused but with a little smirk on his face.
She simply said “Your smile “in her english accent and then she left the video chat leaving Louis smiling in front of his laptop.
“We have a little visitor” Harry smiled and pointed with his free hand on Lux.
“Aww you look like a daddy” Lou’s smile grew,he stood up and went to Harry to hold the seven month old girl.
“Hello Lux,uncle Harry and uncle Louis are going to take care of you today,we’re probably having a girls party.”he laughed ,even Harry giggled.
Lux liked the company of all five boys,she got used to them quickly. Whenever Tom and Louise needed someone to look after her,they were the first one’s who volunteered.
They decided to play with some stuffed pets,they got a few koalas and kangaroos from the Australian fans. The blonde girl loved them and she laughed while Louis acted all stupid just to make her smile.
Harry watched them and smiled silently to himself,that was the cutest sight ever plus it made his heart melt.
“Let’s make Lux a twitter” Harry joked but the older boy took it completely serious.
“Omg Haz,this idea is epic.” he chuckled .Lou lifted Lux up and sat her down on the bed where Harry laid with his laptop. She immediately crawled next to Harry and looked at the bright laptop screen.
“Aww” Louis blue eyes softened while he looked at his best friend and the baby “I love how she’s so used to you,it’s adorable Haz.”
The curly haired boy smiled and cuddled Lux closer to him while Lou acted like he was upset ,just to get a cuddle from Lux ,too. It made both smirk.
The boys set up the twitter account,posting a few random things there.
The little girl fell asleep in Louis arms later that day,which made Harry smile a lot. He caught himself staring at Lou while he smiled like a idiot. His best friend was just soo good with kids,he would be the perfect father.
2 hours later they went partying with Niall in a club near the hotel,Harrys smile didn’t fade. Being in that club was fun but they didn’t drank that much alcohol that time. Being sober didn’t kept the away from having fun and dancing together. They even touched each other more often than they normally did.
2 am
Lou entered the hotel room,Harry always behind him closing the door without any noises.They changed in to their pj’s and went to bed. Harry fell asleep immediately when he felt comfortable under his covers. Lou listened to his steady breathing. Something about him and Harry has changed since they came to Australia,they’re more affectionate. Lou looked over to see Harrys silhouette in the dark,they normally shared a bed but this time there were two in one room. He missed sleeping cuddled up with the younger man,it made him feel comfortable and safe. He was so used to it that he thought about that the whole time. He missed Harrys strong arms around his waist,his smell,the soft breath on his neck.
After an hour Louis was still bright awake,thinking about him and Harry. He didn’t even knew why but that happened more often since a few weeks.
When he couldn’t take the distance anymore,he slipped under the cover of Harrys bed cuddling himself close to the taller boy. Harrys eyes fluttered open and he smiled down at Lou,an arm around his shoulders to keep him even closer than before.
“Thanks for that perfect day,curly.” Lou whispered.
Harrys smile grew ,he looked still a bit unfocused because Lou just woke him accidentally up,showing the boy from Doncaster his adorable dimples.
Suddenly he leaned in and kissed his best friend softly,he didn’t knew what he was doing. After all he was kissing his best friend who is the same gender,but that kiss came out of his instinct he didn’t controlled himself.
Harry was happy when Lou started to kiss him grinning back.
Of course it felt a bit awkward because both were boys,but they had the feeling that what they were doing was feeling right and they were comfortable,that’s all that matters.
They let go after a few minutes,completely out of breath,both kept smirking and blushed bright red.
“What was that for?” Louis asked Harry shyly. Harry hasn’t seen him that shy so often.
“Thank you for everything Lou,I hope the coming days are even better.”
Both drifted off to sleep while they lay side by side,as close as they could.
The End
The following Saturday was absolutely overwhelming for all members of the 1DFamily .I convinced my parents for like a week to come to the final with me and Sandra. At first they were kinda quite in the studio because they didn’t knew one of these people,not even Nialls family. I introduced them to everyone .
The show was so good,I know I thought that about each week but that show was the best of all they did before.
The boys sang “Your Song” by Elton John.The performance was magical,it gave me goosebumps especially when the snow started falling.
After that they sang “She’s the One “ with Robbie Williams,yeah right Robbie. I knew how nervous Niall was before. Jay,Louis mom, started crying because Robbie is Lous biggest idol and they were together on the same stage.
They got through to the Sunday show where they would set the winner!!!
When we went to talk to them all five were so hyper. I hugged them all and we just talked. Later that evening I went to Liam to talk to him.
“Have you called Danielle?” I smirked.
“Yes I have,we went out last week. She’s really lovely” his eyes sparkled while he blushed a bit.
“Oh my goodness,Liam is growing up.” I said and hugged him quick “I’d be happy for you if you would get together. She is so pretty.”
“She was here like twenty minutes ago,why didn’t you came over ?”
“I obviously didn’t wanted to interrupt your couple time.” I rolled my eyes and sighed “Boys”
I looked through the room until I found a special pair of eyes already looking at me ,beautiful brown eyes. I made my way over to Zayn ,when he saw me he smiled a bit.
“Flirting with Liam?” he smirked
I laughed and shook my head “No,I think he’s already in love with someone else. You haven’t called me,I’ve expected a call at 2 am.”
He smiled “ Niall offered me to talk to him,so I opened up to him.” there was a little pause” at 2 am.” and I giggled.
“You’re really good?”
“Yes babe ,I’m better than ever ,I guess you already know that Niall gives really good hugs.”
“The BEST hugs.” I turned around just to see his beautiful face,the grin wider than I’ve ever seen it.
“Probably” zayn grinned too.
“Well if your hugs are soo good you could give me one now.” I chuckled as he wraped his arms around me.
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I was sitting in the audience with all the other families,Sunday night. The boys sang a beautiful version of “Torn”.I remembered the time at the Party when Niall sang that song all alone and just with his guitar,how times have changed. He was going to be famous when the boys win the contest.
I would go back to college and live a normal life while my best friends travels a lot and has fun with his best friends. But I was happy for him because he was happy. I just feared to loose my best friend ,but he wasn’t gone yet.
I wanted them to win,they worked probably more than the other two and in my opinion they really deserved it.
I was so nervous when Dermot was about to read out the two names who would sing the winner song. I waited and waited and waited.
The mood in the whole room sank as he didn’t called “One Direction” and the boys were out of the competition.
How selfish I was just a few seconds before,I was so jealous that Niall loved what he was doing and then one minute later he got ripped out of his dreams.
The boys looked so shocked ,they looked disappointed. Looking at Harry was enough for me to start crying,I didn’t even wanted to look into Nialls eyes because that would completely break my heart.
Simon said that we would all here of One Direction,but it couldn’t give me my happy smile back. It was so unfair for the boys. There wasn’t a band who has got so far,before.
As the boys went backstage with Simon a few of us were a loud to go to them and cheer them up. Maura told me to go with her backstage as I knew all the boys really well.
They were in a small room,there was not that much space but we still fitted in it. Louis had his arm protective around the crying Harry. The curly haired boy looked really bad,he had his head in his hands and just cried while Lou and Liam tried to comfort him.
Both of them were the only one who weren’t that shocked.
Zayn looked in to the nothing and Niall was sitting on the floor with his arms around his knees. That reminded me of the night he found out about the real Jane.
I moved and sat next to Niall,I didn’t said a word but I took his hand while he cried. His mom tried to talk to him but he wasn’t in the mood for it. After a short time she left.
Jay and Lou were hugging while Anne was talking to Harry.
I saw a small tear rolling down Louis cheek but he smiled,just like Liam.
Harry’s crying got worse with every second ,his mom started too because it broke her heart. It broke mine to see them all like that. They deserved to still be out there in front of the people and be happy. That made me so sad ,I squeezed Nialls hand while my tears started rolling again.
I heard Zayn sigh loudly and saw that he couldn’t hold his tears back anymore.
We just sat there in the room,half of the people crying and the rest trying to stay positive ,and no one really said something.
I felt Niall squeeze my hand now and when I looked in to his bright blue beautiful but still sad eyes my heart skipped a beat ,he had stopped crying but he still looked awfully disappointed.
“Thank you for being here with me,that means so much to me.”another tear rolled down his cheek.
“Please stop crying now or I have to start again,I’m just too sensitive .”I chuckled and wiped (wischen) his tear away “I’m still thinking positive that you’re going to be a big celeb someday.”
“I have to say a big thanks to your parents because they decided to move to Mullingar.” he smiled and I gave him a quick kiss on the cheek.
“I’m scared that the boys will leave me now,since we are out.” Harry was the only one who was still crying.
“Stop saying such shit Harold. We are all in the same boat.” Louis smiled a bit ,even though it was a bit weak.
“Louis is right. We have gone through that all together,just us five. We’ve practiced every day and even though we worked a lot,we had so much fun. No one knows how we are feeling,our goal was so close .” Niall grinned.
“I’m optimistic that we can do it boys,we can find a record label without winning the xFactor. We could try our best and stay as a band. I’m happy as long as you’re and it breaks my heart to see you like that. This was our opportunity and we just have to work harder than we have ever done and do something good.” Liam was his normal and calm self.
“Thank you so much for this time boys. I had so much fun.”it was Zayn who was all quite before and suddenly talked out of nothing.
“Can I have a hug?” harry’s voice was weak and his eyes were red but he still looked stunning.
“Stupid question” was the last thing I’ve heard before they made a group hug and started jumping around like idiots.
“Let’s be happy because this is just the start.” Niall was back with his strength and all boys were smiling now.
“Harry,go to the make up team so they can help you with your red eyes.” I smiled.
Back then the door opened and the beautiful curly haired girl came in.
“I just heard it” Danielle went directly to Liam while he opened his arms.
“Everything’s fine,we are staying together as a band and try our best to move on” Liam smiled.
He then turned around to his band members “ Boys ,this is my new girlfriend Danielle” he took her hand in his and smiled.
I smiled happily “When?” I knew that just Liam and I would understand what we were talking about.
“Yesterday night after you all left” she looked confused too but still smiled.
I stood up and went to Liam to hug him “So happy for you”
“Danielle that’s Sabine,she is Nialls best friend.”
She smiled at me and I hugged her quickly “ Welcome in the 1DFamily”
“Good choice “ said Zayn and winked at Liam.
The boys had to leave to congratulate Matt on his triumph and after that it was time for the after show party.
Months later
Time flew and I moved on and concentrated on my school stuff. Nothing much was going on in my life,my life was quite boring to be honest. I spent most of the time in uni,with my friends or in front of a computer. The boys life got on and they got signed the morning after the final,lucky!After that they took a Christmas break and worked there butts off. Niall told me that they’ve done as much gigs as they could before the xFactor tour. The year I’ve spent with Niall and my other friends in Mullingar has passed so quickly,I was looking forward to other years to come.
I was in the audience at one of the Dublin shows ,it was absolutely overwhelming. They performed a few songs they did while they were on the show but with more solos for Louis and Niall.
When the boys had their day off in Dublin they drove down to Mullingar to see how Niall lived before the sudden fame.
“Surprise” was all I yelled as I entered Nialls house,the door was wide open.
“They are all in Nialls room” Nialls dad laughed and returned to his paper work.
I went upstairs and knocked on his door. I didn’t waited for his answer and just opened the door.
The boys were sitting on the floor that was covered in clothes. Sean and a few other friends of Niall were chilling out with the boys.
“Hi boys”I smiled at them “you have enough space for me” I hugged them all and then stood there awkwardly because Nialls room wasn’t the biggest and there were like 8 boys already sitting everywhere.
“Yeah come here babe” Zayn patted at a small gap between him and Liam.
“How’s it going with Danielle?”
“Great” every time he was talking about her his smile was just so big and he had that special sparkle in his beautiful brown eyes “We’re trying to see us as often as possible but still taking it slow.”
The gap was so tight that I couldn’t move between both boys. Zayn tried his best to give me enough space.
The boys just ate something,talked a lot and played video games. I got bored really easy.
Sitting in that tights space made my feet go numb and I felt like I needed to move.
I stood up and tried not to step on anyone.
“Vas Happenin’?” Zayn said it in his fake accent that made us all laugh so much.
“It’s just to tight,I get claustrophobic.” I smiled.
“Sit on my lap” I wasn’t sure if I should do it but then I sat down on his legs.
After a while Zayn took his iPhone and tweeted a bit. He decided to take some photos of us two and Liam .
That boys stuff was so boring that I left earlier than I planned. Back in my room I went straight to my computer and tweeted that I’ve seen the boys.
I started reading a new book and fell asleep on my bed.
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“Should we wake her up or just leave?”
The voice of a boy ripped me out of my beautiful dream,I slowly opened my eyes and five boys were looking at me.
“Morning beautiful” Niall smiled at me,his blue eyes brighter than ever.
“Gosh , I fell asleep. How long are you here?” I looked around my messy room. Clothes on the ground, the closet wide opened .There also was a bra on one chair. My school stuff on my desk,the One Direction poster on the wall next to my other ones. It was embarrassing.
“Since five minutes or something like that.” Louis smiled at me.
“Nice posters” Liam chuckled .
“I told you I’m a fan”
“Nice bra” Harrys cheeky smile was there,even though he said it not that loud we all heard it.
“Your pictures are cool,are these people your friends?”
“Yes Zayn,I took a lot of them in Germany and there are also a few with my friends here.” I smiled “ Where are pictures with us???” Louis was totally serious.
“Isn’t my poster wall enough?” I smirked.
“No!!” Louis shouted while Niall took my camera from my desk.
We made a few stupid photos,they weren’t that beautiful but really funny.
“Sandra ,I need your help!” I shouted in German. My sister came running to my room.
“Vas Happenin’ ?” she shouted before she even realized the boys.
I saw her blushing really bad while she tried to hide her face behind her long curly hair.
“Guys,that’s my little sister Sandra. Sandra you already know them.” I smiled and winked at her.
She was a really big fan and thought that it was so cool that she already knows Niall,she was the happiest girl on earth when my parents allowed her to go to the final .But this was the first time she would meet all the boys together.
“I’m Harry” Haz stood up and hugged her as the first one .This probably made her happier than ever because she had a huge crush on him. The other boys hugged her too.
“Why should I come here ?” she asked after she stopped blushing but was still grinning like a idiot.
“We need you to take a photo of us six for her wall.”Zayn gave her the camera.
We made some pics and then Sandra decided to take a few with the boys too.
That day just turned out to be really good.
When the boys left us the go back to Dublin I fangirled a bit with my sister and we were looking through all the photos,choosing a new twitter icon.
Sorry that it took me so long to write this chapter,Im currently working on a Larry fanfic and a few one shots.I hope you like the chapter…please tell me your opinion :)
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The glorious weekend was followed by a horrible week at Uni. People were being mean to me,especially two girls with orange faces who thought they were so much better than me. They yelled some rude stuff behind me when I walked passed them and I n´knew that they always gossiped about me. I had no idea why they were so mean to me.
I felt like crap all week,not even my friends could cheer me up,but my self confidence was completely gone.
At university I took a few subjects I would study to become a teacher, I thought German would be a great idea,also history and sport and when I was finished with that I wanted to study philosophy for a few semesters because I was really interested in it.
I asked myself all the time if teacher would be a good job for me since I was at first a shy person but I said myself a special goal and I had to reach it. I’ve changed schools a lot and all my teachers were really bad,I don’t wanted to be like all these fuckers who were my teacher,I wanted to be a teacher who loved working with kids and their job,someone who teaches people with their heart.
The people in the university were so different ,they were all so much more mature ,I kinda felt young and not really welcome. Compared to all the other students I looked like a 13 year old kid!
I was always happy when I could go back home. I stayed longer on the computer,tweeted from my personal twitter and my one direction/taylor swift/demi lovato- fan account. My tumblr turned in to a one direction based one ,even though I didn’t even wanted to reblogg so many pictures ,I just had to.
I got more like a real fan of my best friends band,I know that sounds awkward but I was a real fangirl. I probably knew more about the boys than any other fan and I was lucky to be friends with them. I laughed so much while watching the second video diary because Louis was absolutely hilarious,the next time I would meet him he would get a carrot from me!
When it came to Friday my parents told me that I couldn’t go to the live show because it was too expensive to go each week,I was so disappointed that I ran in my room and just cried.
On Saturday I sent Niall a text massage saying :
Hi Nialler :)
my parents don’t let me go to the show
anyway I’m still with you and the boys
in my thoughts and I’m checking out
how you look on my TV :D
good luck irish boy ;)
tell the boys the same (but without the irish ,you know)
love you xxxx
I watched the show with my family and tweeted a lot from both accounts. My parents were surprised how good the boys were and I thought they have improved really much. We voted a lot for them and they got through the next day.
The days passed and passed and I was so angry with my parents when they told me that I couldn’t go to London the next two weeks. I was so upset and hated my parents for not giving me the opportunity to go there. The boys were through and they were about to sing their fifth live show when I could finally convince my parents that I could fly over with the Horan family when after I find a little job and earn my own money to support them a bit (I actually found a job as a waitress but I didn’t liked it very much).On Saturday morning I met Nialls family really early and we made our way down to London. We were the first ones that arrived.
It was awkward to be there again. The other ones already knew each other quite well while I was there once.
I was just sitting there alone and looked over to the big stage as Greg sat down next to me.
“He missed you.” his smile grew as I accidentally started blushing.
I sighed and said “I had a big argument with my parents before they let me go.”
After a few moments he said “There is a slight chance that you can go backstage now,I’ll help you.” We stood up and went to the backstage door.
Greg was so nice to me,he was as awesome as Niall and I absolutely enjoyed spending some time with him. He was not as care free and loud as his blonde brother but he was still very talkative and felt good around people.
They allowed us to go and see the boys,we were looking for them everywhere.
“Greg?” I knew which person this voice belonged to. Smiling wide I turned around,I was looking directly in a gorgeous pair of blue eyes .He quickly fixed his hair under the beanie ,when he saw me he grinned wide.
“Hello Mr.Tomlinson,haven’t seen you in a while”
He hugged me quickly “I thought you were not allowed to be here,that’s what the Irish idiot told us.”
“Well obviously I’m here and my parents said yes”my smile faded “after I got a stupid job”
Lou laughed loudly “Have you seen the last shows?”
“OF COURSE LOU and I voted plenty of times and made a fa tumblr and twitter,next to my normal one.”
“Impressive”he half grinned “Niall and Liam are in there” he pointed at a door and I left Greg and Louis alone.”
I got nervous as I knocked at the door,what if he didn’t even wanted me to be there?
“Come in !” I smiled because it was liams calm voice.
I opened the door slowly and stepped in the little room. Two boys were chilling on a small sofa ,laptops in their hands. Both looked to the door,expecting someone else to come in.
As Niall recognized me he said “Wait,Liam is this even real?”
Liam hugged me first “Good to see you again,beautiful”
Niall was still absolutely confused,the brown haired boy let go of me so I stood opposite my best friend.
I half grinned and said “Is that how you say ‘hello’ to your best friend?” he came to me and wrapped his arms around me,a big Horan hug was all I needed.
“What are you doing here?” he said ,still surprised,when he let me out of his arms.
“my parents allowed me to go ,since it’s already week 5.”
“I’ve missed you so fucking much” he made me laugh.
“Well,at least I saw you on my TV…and tumblr…and twitter.”
We totally forgot that Liam was still in the room and just talked…and talked.
“Do you guys actually know how funny the video diaries are?” I smirked.
“The funny thing is,that it’s just simply us on some stairs,nothing is scripted” Liam looked at me with his beautiful brown eyes and a little cute smile. His hair grew a little bit longer since I’ve seen him the last time but he still looked handsome.
“oh my god,I forgot to tell lou how fucking hilarious he is!” I said a bit louder.
“How did you even came backstage?” Niall mumbled,I couldn’t really understand him because he was eating a sandwich.
“Greg helped me,I guess he’s waiting outside.”
The blonde irish guy suddenly stood up and left the room leaving me there with Liam.
“What are you singing later?” I asked as I sat down on the little sofa.
“Kids in america” Liam sat down next to me and I took a bite of the sandwich Niall left there.
“Aww,the song suits you so good.”
I had a nice conversation with Liam until Niall showed up again. After giving both a big hug I went back to the studio,it was so full of people. Mostly girls!
The other families were already there,surprised to see me.
“How did your future boyfriend looked when you came in the room.” Hannah smirked. I did a really good impression and made them all laugh.
“But you know hun ,he isn’t my future boyfriend.” I fixed my glasses and hair.
The show was really good and I wasn’t surprised when the boys got through the following evening. From week to week they were more stressed out because so many people wanted their attention .The fan base grew with every week,they were so loud that you couldn’t even hear the judges!
The boys got mobbed by papparazzis when they left the house,that meant a lot of new pictures on tumblr we could fangirl about. It was strange to fangirl about your best friend and see him all over the internet and stuff but I was so proud of him and the lads.
The boys got better and better with each week,they probably worked harder than any other contestant.
I saw a lot of pictures of the boys with Cher Lloyd. It made me really jealous and I cried before I went to bed. I feared that Niall would replace me with her. She was cooler,more talented and 10 times prettier than I was ,I would have understand that he would replace me.
The week of the semi final was a difficult week for the boys, Niall called me one evening to tell me that Zayns granddad passed away and that he would spend a lot of time in Bradford with his family. We all were with him in our thoughts and sent him our support. I knew that the boys were really upset for Zayns family but they didn’t stopped practicing their two songs .
I sent him a text message and got a reply a few minutes later.
Hey Zayn,
I just wanted to quickly tell you that I feel sorry for you and your fam.
I keep you all in my thoughts and prayers
If you need someone to talk you know my number
much love Sabine
hi babe :)
I really appreciate that ,it means really much to me
I’m going to be back on the show on saturday
see you there beautiful x
Niall told me that he and the boys would go to the funeral to support their band member and best friend. On Saturday to my surprise Zayns family was there,I went to his sisters and gave them a hug,after that I went to Trisha and hugged her too, she told me that Zayns granddad was really ill and that they saw this coming. I have seen him once at a show and I remember him crying because he was so proud of his grandson.
The live show was as good as always and the boys did a good job . After the finished the interviews they had enough time to meet friends and family.
I quickly hugged my blonde best friend and then went to Zayn ,he immediately put his strong arms around me.
“How are you?” I asked him while we hugged.
“I’m okay” he said dry.
“Don’t lie ,it’s okay to be sad.I remember when my granddad died which was a hard time for me. So as I already texted you,you know my number and you can call me whenever you want.”
“That means so much to me “he hugged me again and than let go. I quickly looked over to Niall and saw him staring at us until he got interrupted by Sean.
I blushed a little when Zayn gave me a quick kiss on the cheek.
After a few minutes I went back to Niall.
“So you and Zayn are best friends now?”he was obviously jealous .
“No,I just gave him a hug and told him that he should call me when he need a chat. No need to be jealous.”I still had a smile on my face,though.
He sighed “I wish I could do something for him other than giving him just hugs.”
“Offer him to talk to you,when he feels like it he could come to you.”
“I’m going to tell him that later.” he smiled now.
“Boys” I sighed and rolled my eyes as he giggled and hit me playfully.
“When should we start with the wedding plans” Harry and Louis appeared next to us .Niall was red like a tomato and I started blushing too.
“When should we start planning yours” I smirked
“high 5 !” I turned around and gave Niall a high five as we giggled because of the boys faces.
“How do you know about our engagement?We haven’t told anyone,not even our families.”Louis was really serious but Harry had a cheeky smile on his face,as always.
“I have something for you”I put out a carrot of my bag and gave it to him.
He started giggling and read the thing I wrote on it “Can also be used as a dildo ;) “
he hit me with the carrot and I started laughing really hard
“I think you spelled bat wrong!” he was well amused.
“That’s like my 1000th carrot I got in a few weeks.”
“You will receive a lot more if we win this thing and stay together as a band.” Niall chuckled.
“Thank god I like carrots.”
The next evening something unbelievable happened,the boys got through to the final as the first ever band in the competition. I was so happy for them,even Zayn could smile again,and not a fake smile. That Sunday evening everyone was so happy and in a good mood , nothing could bring us down. When I looked over to Liam I saw him talking to a beautiful,brown curly haired girl. She was absolutely stunning. When she left the room with a big smile on her face I went to Liam to ask him out a bit.
“Was there someone flirting?”he started blushing “Got you!” I chuckled”What’s her name?”
“Danielle,I have her number “ the proud smile on his face grew wider.
“Tell me a bit about her” I chuckled “but just if you want to”
“ I met her on the show because she’s a dancer and yeah I know that she’s already over 20 and one of the most beautiful girls I have ever seen.”
“She looks a bit like Leona Lewis.”
His smile grew wider as he giggled “That’s maybe a extra plus” and winked as I left him to talk to Ruth.
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“Is it Sebastian?”my voice sounded quite and cracked a bit , she was watching at her hands the whole time.
“No ,I came to that point where I can say that I don’t have a crush.” her voice sounded strong even though I knew she wasn’t , she was lying in my face. There was something she didn’t wanted me to know and that made me feel disappointed.
“Why did you ask me then? “
“Because I wasn’t sure if what I felt was something like a crush but because of you I’m happy that it isn’t a crush.”a slight smile on her beautiful face.
“I think we should sleep now.” I took her small hand again and drew little circles with my thumbs on them.
“Goodnight Niall,thanks for this perfect night.”
“Night beautiful ,I love you.”
“I love you too.” she plastered me a small kiss on the cheek and turned around in her bed.
I lay awake for hours ,thinking about what she told me. The man she thought she had a crush on was so lucky. Sabine was the perfect girl .
The next days were quieter , all my friends went to UNI and I was the only one who did nothing and stayed at home. I had a back up plan if singing wouldn’t work out but I promised my family to give singing a try first. I would head back to London in a few days to move in the xFactor Vila with all the other contestants. I was so happy to see the boys again. We would get to know all the other people that are with us live on the TV of so many families in UK and Ireland. I hoped Aiden made it through the judges house,he was one of the best guys in bootcamp and the nicest too.
When we got back to London and moved in to the mansion everything came completely different than I thought. All the others haven’t talked a word with us,it felt kinda awkward to live in a house with a lot strangers. We five stayed close all the time. We got our room,the smallest one in the house and that for five persons. Sharing rooms with the boys wasn’t hard at all ,the only thing that was annoying was Louis and his clothes everywhere.
After a few days we all got together and talked a bit .They started to calm down and we all prepared ourselves for the first live show.Something to look forward for were the video diaries , we would do them each week and it’s a great way to give our fans something back. We have already shot our TV spot ,the one that will be aired right before we would go on stage .It was a new feeling to mess around in front of the camera together with the boys. I got closer with the boys each day,we learned some new things about each other even though we thought we know a lot about the others. A few days after we arrived in the xFactor house they wanted to style us completely new. They bleached my hair and cut them shorter,I thought the bleach blonde looked horrible on me, and it also hurt a lot.
The day of the first live show was horrible,all contestants were so nervous. We got our make up done ,I know that sounds awkward because I am a boy,hours before the show would start.
The last rehearsal was really good and we were well prepared. The song we were going to sing was Viva La Vida by Coldplay ,I personally loved the song. All our families would sit in the audience which made me even more nervous .My mom and her new husband,my dad and brother and a few friends would fly over to London just to support me,I couldn’t disappoint them.
A few minutes before we had o go on stage we hugged each other and told us good luck.
“We’ll smash this thing now,boys”Liam smiled.
“One step further on our way in one direction” Lou smiled even wider than Liam,his hand in Harry’s curls. Harry put an arm around his friends waist and squeezed him a bit.
“Let’s do this poo” was the last thing Harry said with a cheeky grin before we had to go on stage.
The music started,the doors opened and we were singing our lungs out.
Sabines POV
We flew over from Ireland Saturday morning. I couldn’t believe that Niall was supposed to be on TV ,live. I haven’t seen him for nearly three weeks. Obviously we skyped and I talked to the other boys too but it wasn’t the same. I’ve also tweeted him quite a lot and he replied me when he had enough time for it.
I thought all the time that it was maybe the best for me to not see him for a time,I needed to get over my crush on him. We were just friends,nothing more. Niall obviously didn’t want me to be his girlfriend,he would have said something.
When we came to the studio like 1 hour before it was aired all over the UK and Ireland,there were already some people sitting in the One Direction fan block. As I approached I could see that it was Louis family. I already knew Louis mother and girlfriend before. Next to Hannah I looked absolutely invisible , she was stunning and so beautiful. I talked to her for a while, we got to know each other a bit better than the last time we met. I guess Louis was really happy to have a girlfriend like her,she was absolutely beautiful,nice and funny. She introduced me to Lou’s two eldest sisters Charlotte and Felicite, the twins had to stay at home with their grandparents.
Both girls looked way older than their age,they reminded me so much of Louis,with looks and behavior.
I normally got on with younger people really good,I really adored kids and a job as teacher would probably be perfect for me.
The next family that arrived was Harrys .His mother looked really good for her age,she had two old kids and still looked like 30.Anne was there with her husband Robin, Harrys real father and sister Gemma .His cousins and a few friends were also there.
Gemma was absolutely stunning,she was so pretty but still really natural. Her long brown hair were straight,unlike Harrys curls, and fell perfectly on her shoulders. She was more of a normal girl and Hannah and I started talking to her and her cousin that they felt less awkward.
I saw that Louis and Harrys mums already knew each other but they also tried to chat with Maura.
Liams family came next,his parents looked pretty normal and Liam had two sisters,Nicola and Ruth who were already a bit older.
Zayns family was the last one to arrive. Zayns mother,a pretty lady,was so nervous and told that everyone,but she was really nice. Two of Zayns sisters , Doniya and Waliyha were at the show and Safaa had to stay at home just like Louis youngest sisters.
As the show was about to start I was really nervous,I started to move weirdly on my chair.
After all I was a shy person and it took me always a while to be myself around person but I thought Hannah and Gemma were really nice and they always tried to include me in their conversations ,which made it way easier for me. I also got to know Lou’s best friend Stan who was a really funny guy, he actually talked to Sean a lot.
We were like a big family,all there to support our boys.
The Show started then,the judges took a seat and the first few contestants did a great job on that big stage. My nervousness increased dramatically!
There it was ,the teaser of the boys was over,the melody of a familiar song by Coldplay started playing while the doors opened and the five boys made their way down the stairs.
Liam and Zayn did great jobs while singing their solo’s ,I knew that Niall was the next one to sing which made it more exciting. He did an amazing job,he looked really calm and like he would live to be on that stage. They were better than I’ve ever imagined that they were so good,even though Zayn has struggled a bit but as a group they were just meant to be together. The judges gave them incredible feed back,I was so happy for them.
We waited until the show was over and were allowed to go backstage to see the boys for a while.
“Their voices just fit like they were meant to be together.” Hannah said while we were on our way to the room backstage.
“I exactly know what you mean,I just thought the same.” I smiled widely.
The room was bigger than I thought it would be,there were also some other contestants with their families and it was a bit too loud.
I immediately saw Nialls blonde hair and smiled in his direction. Gemma was already hugging Harry when I looked back to Hannah. Hannah grinned and went to Louis .
They were all talking to their families and I didn’t wanted to interrupt something so I just stood there awkwardly and pulled my phone out to act like I got a text.
“Feeling like the fifth wheel on a car?” it was Liams voice ,he stood behind me.
“Liam!” I smiled and hugged him “ great job out there. I guess many girls will have heart attacks after seeing you perform.”
He smiled cute “I don’t think they will like me ,they will probably all fall for Harry.”
“Nahh” I grinned “ go to your family and spent your time with them,I don’t want to disturb anything.”
“I just saw you standing there all alone and I’ve already greeted them” his brown eyes sparkled.
“Good ,your sisters are really pretty.”
“I know,their boyfriends are really lucky .” he smiled his cute smile “ Have you already talked to them? “
“A bit,Hannah and Gemma kept me busy with talking.”
“They are both nice,I’m sure you like them.”
I suddenly felt someones arms around my stomach,someone was actually hugging me from behind.
“Someone excited to see me???” I asked,I couldn’t see who the person was until I saw a bit of blonde hair from the corner of my eye,Niall rested his chin on my shoulder.
I turned around and hugged him tight ,I’ve missed him so much.
“What do you think about our performance?” Niall was so excited and happy.
“AMAZING!!!There wasn’t a better one tonight” before I could even look again e´he hugged me again and gave me a quick kiss on the cheek.
He had the outfit he wore on stage still on,his hair looked really good,the way the styled them new fitted Niall prefectly.
I saw Louis with his sisters and smiled as they waved me. He came to me and Niall,his two younger sisters always at his side.
“Great Job Lou” I hugged him quickly. Niall got introduced to Lottie and Fizzy as that was the first time he saw them,while he talked to them I talked to Lou.
“Do you have a twitter?” that was my typical question as I was obsessed with twitter.
“We all have one,we were bored in Spain and decided to make an account.” Harry said from behind Lou and joined our little group.
He hugged me and Lou’s sisters and we had a small conversation until they went back to talk to their family and I saw Zayn standing there so I went to him.
“Hey,Zayn” I smiled “ great job.” He hugged me quickly,I saw by the look of his eyes that he wasn’t really happy.
“I failed,I destroyed the whole performance.” he was looking at the ground.
“No you didn’t because you were all five fantastic.” I tried to make him laugh a bit and talked to him.
“Thanks for cheering me up,babe.” a half grin on his face.
“No problemo , that’s actually my job.” he laughed as I saw Liam approaching us.
“Look there comes Mr. Cool,the music starts and Liam starts singing like ‘Damn we are going to make this thingy better than ever.’ “ Zayn laughed at what I said about Liam.
“Hopefully we go through” Zayn said more shy as Liam stood now by us.
“I’m optimistic” Liam looked really happy,somehow he couldn’t stop smiling.
“I’m sure you will because all the girls already fell in love with you ,according to my twitter timeline. But you guys have to keep something in mind …I was your first official fan” I smirked and the chuckled.
“Good to know that we already have a fan.” Zayn smiled at Liam.
After a while I went back to my best friend and sat down next to him.
“I’ve missed you in Mullingar.It’s a bit boring without you.”
“I know, I bring the real shit down there.” he smirked.
I laughed and then got all serious “ I’ve really missed you Nialler.”
He gave me a hug and a really soft kiss on my cheek.The butterflies in my stomache were absolutely insane and I thought my heart would stop.
“I’ve missed my beautiful best friend too.” he grinned. “Are you coming to the show next week ,if we go through.”
“I’m not sure yet because Uni is stressing the fuck out of me ,who would have thought that it is that stressful.”
“Well,I have a better life,chilling and eating all day with four of my best friends and doing music.”
I hit him playfully and muttered muttered “Idiot”.
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The next day I showed my friends a bit around London,we had a fun time. At the evening we went back to the studio the xFactor was in,all the other families were already there. I talked to Gemma and Hannah because Gemma asked me about my day and then I tried to talk a bit more with Liams sisters,they were actually really nice.
“When do you and Niall start going out? “ Hannah asked me surprisingly when I sat back down on my chair.
“What?” I wasn’t expecting this “You know that we are just best friends.”
“You are not a couple???” Gemma looked even more surprised than I did “ I thought you were all happy yesterday and how he hugged you from behind just looked like you were a couple.”
“Just best friends”
“C’mon Sabine,I can see how you look at him,you have feelings for him and you can’t deny that.” Hannah smiled and I blushed a bit.
“Like I said , just friends. No feelings in that way.”
“I give you a year” Hannah smirked.
“I give you two.”Gemma giggled.
“Stop having bets,that’s ridiculous” I chuckled as some music started playing and the show began.
I got distracted with my thoughts ,was it really that obvious that I liked Niall?If these girls saw that I liked him,what would all the other people think about me? I needed to change being that obvious and I had to forget about Niall. We were just friends,nothing more.
Suddenly I heard someone say “One Direction” and loud cheering as someone hugged me and interrupted my thoughts.
They made it to the next show,I was so happy because they deserved it so much. They’ve probably worked harder than any other people and that was the fair price for it.
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